Trust God Only

"Trust Not Money, Trust No Man, Trust Nothing, Only Trust Me."

That's what he told me!

Early fall of 1993: A few months earlier Jesus had instructed me to write an account of His "12" which I had finished. I am almost certain He had told me to name it "THE KING'S 12." I am careful to not say that He gave me instructions to do a certain thing when there is the slightest chance that the instructions were not from Him totally! Let's say He led me to entitle the novel, "THE KING'S 12."

Many of you do not know my story... money, love, friends, everything, had been taken from me, except God.

I had finished the novel he gave me to write. A few months had passed and He had told me to record the novel on cassette tapes. I was broke! I did have a few credit cards that had enough room for the purchase of the recording equipment. I was in my car, heading for a local electronics store to make the buy.. He kept telling me to trust Him.... I was fussing, throwing a tantrum, crying out, "I do trust you but I need money!" Screaming in the spirit, " I trust you, but give me a break! I need money!"

A few blocks later, I noticed that a man had just left his car and was going into his house and he had left his lights on. I stopped, yelled at him that he had not turned off the car lights. He was grateful! I could tell by the way he said "THANK YOU!" Driving off, I remember saying to the Lord, "now that's the way we should all look out for each other." I could tell I was connecting in the Spirit with the Lord as I said that. A few blocks later, I saw "something." I don't know what I saw, it was just a disturbance in the atmosphere that seemed to move across the street, in the air. That's the best way I can say it. As I was trying to identify the "disturbance" the Lord spoke to me and said, "Trust Not Money, Trust No Man, Trust Nothing, Only Trust Me." I was humbled! I knew He had spoken!

Over the last 15 years I have come to understand that He gives us instructions and messages that may not apply for years... It is today, May 25, 2009, over 15 years from that day in 1993, that He made me remember the incident. I realized yesterday that it was time to rely on His message but could not remember the exact words and application. This morning I prayed and He restored the incident in my memory and made me realize that the message is for this period of time in my life. Over the years, I had told several people about the incident but the message or "witness" never seemed relevant or important to anybody, but me.

Today it is looming large! I am praying for strength as I know the test may be tremendous!

For the last several months, or longer, my Spirit has been engaged in spiritual warfare of a very high level! I am shown certain people who are involved in the battle but I do not know if they are the intended victim of Satan or if they are the tool that Satan intends to use against me or the issue, whatever that may be? The people are not aware that their souls are are in danger or at risk. Probably not! I have come to understand that people are usually unaware. They just think of things as luck, good or bad... or the "breaks" in life. So very few have the Spiritual awareness or the intimacy with the Lord and His Spirit to know what is really happening... (like Job's friends). I doubt that I know any person, first-hand, that is close enough, or walks hand-in-hand with the Spirit, on a daily basis to have this awareness.

It is time to follow His instructions from 15 years ago. I will trust Him. Him alone!

When it happens and when He leads me to update this page and tell the rest of the story I will do so... If I am still here or if "anything" is still here.

Your Friend,

John (Darryl)

P.S. For the first time I am led to use my real name, which is "Darryl." I think the time is drawing near! The door is closing for those who are to be trapped in this realm and who will be trapped in the eternal realm that is void of our Lord. Is it "Hell?" Whatever it is... the door of opportunity is closing fast, if not already closed. I am led to leave you with this scripture; Luke 13: 25 When the master of the house has locked the door, it will be too late. You will stand outside knocking and pleading, ‘Lord, open the door for us!’ But he will reply, ‘I don’t know you or where you come from.’

Copyright 2009 Darryl Foshee All Rights Reserved

5-25-09
Just before this day I was told the door is closed or closing