Early fall of 1993: A few
months earlier the lord had instructed me to
write an account of His "12" which I
had finished. I am almost certain He had told me
to name it "THE KING'S 12." I am
careful to not
say that He gave me instructions to do a certain
thing when there is the slightest chance that the
instructions were not from Him totally! Let's say
He led me to entitle the novel, "THE KING'S
12."
Many
of you do not know my story... money, love,
friends, everything,
had been taken from me, except God.
I
had finished the novel he gave me to write. A few
months had passed and He had told me to record
the novel on cassette tapes. I was broke! I did
have a few credit cards that had enough room for
the purchase of the recording equipment. I was in
my car, heading for a local electronics store to
make the buy.. He kept telling me to trust
Him.... I was fussing, throwing a tantrum, crying
out, "I do trust you but I need money!"
Screaming in the spirit, " I trust you, but
give me a break! I need money!"
A
few blocks later, I noticed that a man had just
left his car and was going into his house and he
had left his lights on. I stopped, yelled at him
that he had not turned off the car lights. He was
grateful! I could tell by the way he said
"THANK YOU!" Driving off, I remember
saying to the Lord, "now that's the way we
should all look out for each other." I could
tell I was connecting in the Spirit with the Lord
as I said that. A few blocks later, I saw
"something." I don't know what I saw,
it was just a disturbance in the atmosphere that
seemed to move across the street, in the air.
That's the best way I can say it. As I was trying
to identify the "disturbance" the Lord
spoke to me and said, "Trust Not
Money, Trust No Man, Trust Nothing, Only Trust
Me." I was humbled! I knew He had spoken!
Over
the last 15 years I have come to understand that
He gives us instructions and messages that may
not apply for years... It is today, May 25, 2009,
over 15 years from that day in 1993, that He made
me remember the incident. I realized yesterday
that it was time to rely on His message but could
not remember the exact words and application.
This morning I prayed and He restored the
incident in my memory and made me realize that
the message is for this period of time in my
life. Over the years, I had told several people
about the incident but the message or
"witness" never seemed relevant or
important to anybody, but me.
Today
it is looming large! I am praying for strength as
I know the test may be tremendous!
For
the last several months, or longer, my Spirit has
been engaged in spiritual warfare of a very high
level! I am shown certain people who are involved
in the battle but I do not know if they are the
intended victim of Satan or if they are the tool
that Satan intends to use against me or the
issue, whatever that may be? The people are not
aware that their souls are are in danger or at
risk. Probably not! I have come to understand
that people are usually unaware. They just think
of things as luck, good or bad... or the
"breaks" in life. So very few have the
Spiritual awareness or the intimacy with the Lord
and His Spirit to know what is really
happening... (like Job's friends). I doubt that I
know any person, first-hand, that is close
enough, or walks hand-in-hand with the Spirit, on
a daily basis to have this awareness.
It
is time to follow His instructions from 15 years
ago. I will trust Him. Him alone!
When
it happens and when He leads me to update this
page and tell the rest of the story I will do
so... If I am still here or if
"anything" is still here.
Your
Friend,
John
(Darryl)
P.S.
For the first time I am led to use my real name,
which is "Darryl." I think the time is
drawing near! The door is closing for those who
are to be trapped in this realm and who will be
trapped in the eternal realm that is void of our
Lord. Is it "Hell?" Whatever it is...
the door of opportunity is closing fast, if not
already closed. I am led to leave you with this
scripture; Luke
13: 25
When the master of the house has locked the door,
it will be too late. You will stand outside
knocking and pleading, ‘Lord, open the door
for us!’ But he will reply, ‘I
don’t know you or where you come from.’
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